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Year 2008 will be gone in approx an hour &51minutes, &then it'll be gone forever.


Ahh, dont you feel that as we get older, time just seems to slip away at a quicker pace? When we're younger, much younger, all the time in the world just revolve around candies, cartoons, playtime. Now, it's all about studies (alright, maybe right now at this moment in time. It isn't so for most of us), about anger &stress management, about friends &family, about activities &gatherings, etc.


This year has been one which really forced me to stand up, &learn how to grow up independently. For as long as i could rmbr, i guess this is definitely one year which would be engraved in my heart &i'll rmbr it for life. Not that i have a choice either, it just scarred me, emotionally.
But then again, there are still happy memories about this year 2008 which i would want to embrace them forever. (: The strong friendships forged, the many happy moments shared with friends &classmates, &the many little exciting events which happened in the midst of this year.


For those people close to me, y'all would have known what was that incident which forced me to grow up. To face up to my responsibilities &start viewing the world at a different perspective. It was indeed a hard time for me, because that certain incident seems to have pushed me off the ledge of a mountain, with nth to hold on to. Once i reached the bottom, i've come to realise that i cannot remain down there forever, since i've my family members to support &all. (:
&then i started to make my way back to the top again, to where i belonged. Maybe i'm still struggling somewhere, in the middle of my path. Or maybe, things can no longer to where they used to be.
But at least i've survived through the lowest &darkness period. Thanks alot, to my family. &not forgetting friends, dear ones who stood by me even though we're going through the shitty prelims. (:


I'm just thankful for things now. Very thankful. Honestly, things could have been alot worse, this we all know. Somehow, there's just someone guiding us along, showing us the way, healing each &every one of us, taking care of us. &slowly, guiding us to the light at the end of the tunnel. I thank you, to whoever you are. Please continue to led us the way, &help us survive this difficult period.
I love you, daddy. (: We'll always, always be here for you.


Year 2008 was a really trying period. Not only coping with the changes around me, but in me as well.
Friends &family, studies too. Yeah, that horrendous A level which totally stinks. Having to manage my time well &equaly, so i can cope well with the many matters i have at hand, which i had failed to do so, &many things ended up in a mess. :\
I've tried, during the course of the year, to be a better person; a better sister, a better daughter, a better granddaughter, a better friend, a better student. Well, just a better individual, which i don't feel that i've succeeded as well.
Many more things to be said, but space &words have their limits.
I'll just put whatever that had happened behind me, embrace only those worth embracing, &throw away those fit for the rubbish chutes. (:


Easier said than done, yes. But at least i bother trying.
So to the things/people who hurt me, farewell. (: Thanks for making me grow up. So long.
To people whom i've hurt, i'm sorry. 3 words, but that's from the bottom of my heart.
This coming new year, i guess i'll just spend more effort in managing my time. &then perhaps, strike the perfect balance among these few impt things in my life: Family, Friends, Studies, Work, FMSSRCY, RCY(HQ), etc. (: Hopefully, i'll succeed this time round.


New year will be different this year, esp Lunar Chinese New Year. No more of the annual sort of thing, stopping the car by some expressway, countdowning to CNY &watching those fireworks shoot up into the sky. Grabbing my phone to msg ____, &trying to see who will be the first to wish each other. Then boast to ____ about having to see fireworks, in return, listen to you rant about how useless fireworks are, blahblah. Yeah, i'll miss those definitely. ): But i'll miss the fireworks more, although they usually survive for less than 15 seconds. :\


One thing worth celebrating is that i've met some awesome friends for keeps. (:
The class 07S07 &clique, esp AHBF, bp hy rp. Thank you so much. You've made the impossible college life, possible. (: Thanks so much for the memories forged. You'll never know how impt your friendships are to me.
To the guys who have already enlisted or will be enlisting soon: i really hope that we will still remain in contact. (: I just want y'all to know how special each &every friendships of yours are, &how grateful i am able to meet you in this college life. (:
To the girls who are working or still enjoying life: please stay in touch! (: I can never, ever imagine college life without y'all. Who will accompany me through those whacky break times, &curse silently under our breaths at teachers, order 6 exactly same packets of food during break time? No one else, except y'all. :D College would never be this exciting, this memorable without y'all.
Another thing worth celebrating is how i've managed to have a friend who is ever there for me. (: Although we might be drifting apart, i'm still happy that we both placed much emphasis on this friendship of ours.
Dearest szemian, i love you. Come what may, i hope our love for each other will really remain strong. (: Leaving overseas for studies next year, but please rmbr to stay in contact via emails, alright? (:
To my many other friends, like redcross, fmssrcy, sec school, pj, etc. (: I really hope that i'll stumbled across a chance to be back with y'all, joking &laughing like those good ol' times. Trust me, we might be drifted now, but your existence has never been forgotten. (:


So there, i shall end my post now.
I hope for everyone not only a bed of roses for the upcoming year 2009, but also the strength &determination to overcome all obstacles &difficulties. (: &the ability to not lose yourself too, in the midst of the events happening in 2009.





Regards,
Wenfang

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